Please disregard this.. I got nowhere to vent anymore..
Everything feels so messed up between us. I feel so guilty in so many ways. Since when did we become 3? Why did he have to step into the picture? What the hell am I meant to do or feel? I am so inlove with you, there's no going back for me. I know he's your ex, but what's that got to do with anything? I'm your CURRENT BOYFRIEND there's a f*cking difference. Yeah, I get it, I know I'm the one your dumped him for.. I feel guilty enough for homewrecking you guys one way or another. But it's already too late, I've fallen too deep. You've got to make your choice.
It hurts though, knowing that you've been seeing him more often now. You tell me all the things you've done in the past, it aches. I can't sleep at night anymore. I am not sure to what I am meant to do or say to you.. I need you, before you came along, I was some emo f*ck, but you picked me up and showed me the light, but it seems the light is fading.. I'm into pieces.. I'm willing to support you through everything, no matter just how much it kills me. I love you to the point where your happiness is more significant over anything.. But saying that.. I don't know if I can still hold on.. I mean.. I can't imagine you with anybody but me, I can't imagine me with anybody else, I can't imagine me marrying or having a family with anybody else. You are the one for me, I know it. Whenever I imagine you 2 together.. Immediate tears. Why is my life so messed up? Whenever I am happy.. Something has to come a f*ck it up.
Just tell me one thing.. Are you falling for him again because of sympathy? Are you staying with me because of the same reason?
Just be honest with me.. It's easier for me to take in..
Everything feels so messed up between us. I feel so guilty in so many ways. Since when did we become 3? Why did he have to step into the picture? What the hell am I meant to do or feel? I am so inlove with you, there's no going back for me. I know he's your ex, but what's that got to do with anything? I'm your CURRENT BOYFRIEND there's a f*cking difference. Yeah, I get it, I know I'm the one your dumped him for.. I feel guilty enough for homewrecking you guys one way or another. But it's already too late, I've fallen too deep. You've got to make your choice.
It hurts though, knowing that you've been seeing him more often now. You tell me all the things you've done in the past, it aches. I can't sleep at night anymore. I am not sure to what I am meant to do or say to you.. I need you, before you came along, I was some emo f*ck, but you picked me up and showed me the light, but it seems the light is fading.. I'm into pieces.. I'm willing to support you through everything, no matter just how much it kills me. I love you to the point where your happiness is more significant over anything.. But saying that.. I don't know if I can still hold on.. I mean.. I can't imagine you with anybody but me, I can't imagine me with anybody else, I can't imagine me marrying or having a family with anybody else. You are the one for me, I know it. Whenever I imagine you 2 together.. Immediate tears. Why is my life so messed up? Whenever I am happy.. Something has to come a f*ck it up.
Just tell me one thing.. Are you falling for him again because of sympathy? Are you staying with me because of the same reason?
Just be honest with me.. It's easier for me to take in..
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